MY GOAL....

I have decided to write this blog to finally let go of the past and appriciate my life,

I wanted to work through issue I have had in my life, I have always kept most of my past a secret only letting things go little at a time. Growing up I lived a double life, a life I had a school with my friend and cheerleaders...then the life at home with my family members and neighborhood gang. I think that things that affected me then have always been a part of me that I found hard to let go. I want to go through every human emotion and related to a story or experience I have experienced in my life now as a mother or in my past as a spunky teenager. Maybe then I can truly understand who and how I became who I am now.

· fear · joy · love · sadness · surprise · anger· anxiety · apprehension · distress · dread · tenseness · uneasiness · worry · alarm · fear · fright · horror · hysteria · mortification · panic · shock · terror · amusement · ecstasy · gaiety · euphoria · bliss · elation · delight · happiness · jubilation · enthusiasm · excitement · exhilaration · thrill · fondness · attraction · adoration · sentimentality · caring · arousal · desire · passion · infatuation · obsession · depression · unhappiness · misery · melancholy · gloom · despair · insecurity · alienation · homesickness · embarrassment · humiliation · astonishment · amazement· fury · wrath · bitterness · loathing · resentment · hate · loathing · agitation · aggravation · grouchiness · revulsion · contempt